五點放學了~~
我想著要去salon 將我的灰綠+紫色的頭髮還原~
於是我打電話比stylist zanking~
佢問我想幾時去, 我當然話而家啦~
然後我就搭地鐵去到尖咀~~

經過四個半鐘既過程, 我終於回復番原本的我~
深啡色底 + 淺啡 highlight (唔該哂Joe!)
zanking 仲幫我剪左少少頭髮, 感覺成個頭輕左d~

好開心換回自己的感覺~~

再次看到<戀愛的四個階段>
一篇我曾經放在舊 diary 裡的文章...

現在的我和他...
我想...應該到了第三階段(獨立)了...
我和他還要多久才能到第四階段呢? (又是那個5年內嗎?!= =")
我討厭再一個的5年.....

精神仿佛...神神呆滯...
病症再度出現...
拖著充滿"黑"血的身體上課
一路上, 想著這幾個方案:
1. 回家睡覺, 起來再趕工
2. 到他的家睡覺, 起來再趕工
這兩個方案有什麼分別? 分別可真大!
回自己家沒人會吵醒我...我睡死到下午5,6點會是意料中事...= ="
到他的家, 他一定會吵醒我, 而且...我也可以看看他....

最後, 我還是努力的叫自己選用方案3 -- 爬回學校上課...
可惜, 地鐵到了觀塘站時...我...我...我想要回去睡....
於是我折返了...
我吵醒了他, 因為我想用方案2 ....
他跟我說了...1,2,3,4,5.....好幾個理由...
"算了~~ 你繼續好好的睡吧~~我不想再吵你了!"

在回家前到了大家樂買了份早餐...(大概會是我的午餐和下午茶)
才發現....原來他們即磨咖啡的味道...很不錯!!
至少是我會喜歡的味道, 因為跟mocha 有點相似!~
(我只能接受mocha 的味道="=)


海水的痕跡還未乾透
新的浪又湧上來了...

別問我為什麼
因為只有海才會可能知道....

討厭頹廢的生活
但無奈...
我更討厭現在要做的事情
更討厭正常的生活
更討厭我該做的事
我可以怎樣?
還不 是要繼續下去...
我....想停止.....可以嗎?

哭了~累了~睡了~
我討厭這樣的自己
請容許我把被子緊緊 的蓋著自己...
直至...我的呼吸聲...消失於空氣中...

請給我停止呼吸的勇氣...

心淌著淚
淚從臉流到枕頭上
痛, 因為什麼...

消失了...
有人會 為自己流淚嗎?

The Hair Show in HITEC

with hair show tonight!!! wow~~
i arrived the venue of the show at 9am -- HITEC (國際展貿中心)
then, we had a simple training on catwalk, posture and rehearsal, according to our groups: foundation, structure (my group!) and completion

at around 11:30, we went back salon to start our hair setting and make up~
i saw Twins come to salon to have hair setting, and also stars which would join our hair show -- Emme, Mandy & Maggie in 3T
and i got my dress too, black thin dress cover a piece of grey clothes...
we back to HITEC after finish the setting, and we went to dressing room to find our clothes..(coz' most of them haven't get the clothes yet)
but!!!!! a special thing happened! that was.... the clothes i wore at that time was in fact another model's clothes!! um... my clothes was actually a piece of silk dress with deep V on the back....!!! so me and that model changed the clothes....
however~~~~~ becoz' she's a bit fat which made her could not carry the clothes well, so finally...the clothes back to me again, and my DeepV dress was given to her~~
then we had our final rehearsal again...~
tonight, the hall had around 2000 people, at around 8, our show start!!!
well, when walking on the bridge, the flash lights are come from any direction!! but, not scare at all, I did it naturally (and tried my best)
our stage designer (the one taught us how to walk on the stage) also praise my group...(becoz' at rehearsal, my group was underlooked, this is due to .... the postures are too much for us... how can we give 10postures with hands only at around 3minutes = =", so my group was always censured by those ppl) however, when it was show time, all 5 of us did it with confident & happy smile!
it was a funny and happy experience!!!
after our show, there was a make up practice show left behind, and the model for make up was.... Isabella!!! I saw one more star tonight!!

 

 SnapShot, cheers!